Football Epilogue

As with my last couple of posts, writing has been a tricky endeavor. My head feels muddled and it's hard to linearize my thoughts in a manner conducive to a blog post. Still, I try. It's an interesting problem as there is a lot of stuff I want to write about, but there's enough thinking pulling me away from those items. In essence a lack of feeling centered and in the moment; preventing some level of agency in my writing. I'm not sure what to do about it, but to keep scribbling as best I can.  Heightened anxiety is the best I can attribute this state to. As much as I lament continued lamenting of the new job I think it is the reality that I am a slow adapter to change. Maybe this is a good opportunity to look back to other times I've had some big changes in my life. Fortunately (or maybe unfortunately) these times don't happen terribly often. Working backwards chronologically, the biggest next most recent thing was the divorce. It was a tough time, although I do...

I remember doing a project like this in fifth or sixth grade. Space time, to me, is represented in a  rather '80s contemporary way in these images. As if staring into black, or worm, holes. Some meetings recently have had me doodling along this theme. I tried to do a slightly more complicated version. The result was a merging of same radius centers forming what look like saddle points as the texture defines the centers. Whatever it is/was, it was a good time to be present and focused on just the drawing for a couple of hours.